,so this should have been posted a while back but some how just got saved in stead so the blog below is the real latest one.well sence I don't get here very often I think I will never have much people reading lol anyway lots of life happing some wonderful some not so great I posted on facebook that even though my heart breaks for those things and people who are not within my control I relish in the fact that GOD IS AND LOVES US AND GOOD BAD HE IS THERE.Today is Monday had a great time with my BFF AND hubbys at the taste of redding and Iam here to tell you redding tastes pretty darn good lol for sure got our $40. dollers worth got some sun fun and good drinks and eats and to top of the day came home and had a bomb BBQ and games with great people ,the older I get the more I realize thats what its all about people you love who love you family friends ext.. I was tired but after tucking in hubby to bed went up in time to rock my youngest grandson to sleep WHAT AN AWSOME feeling to have that sweet wonderful baby in my arms and to rock and kiss his head and to injoy and play games with my lovely grandaughters Iam am so blessed.I can't help be sad and scared over other things happing around me and am a little needy but still blessed .Been watching some of the new line up for t.v. and I can't tell you how sad it is so much about the bad side of life lets give each other someting to live up too not down to.So excited my sister and family and brother are coming this week can't wait.The fair starts this week not really exited about it to much.THINKING OF MY DADDY as we come in to fathers day he is always with me but I miss seeing him touching him hearing him ILOVE YOU DAD HAPPY FATHERS DAY you are so much a part of who I am THANKYOU and I miss you .