4/11/12

A lot has happened in the last year good, bad, and more so in less than two weeks we pick up Matthew I pray he can start a new and make a better life for him self everyone pray for him please we all have problems and weaknesses his has been drugs but he has a good heart and still has a mind so pray for strength.I feel like in so many ways Iam a diff. person than I was in younger years I finally get that its so important to live in the moment ,yesterday is a memory tomorrow a dream today is a present so live in it time gets faster and faster the older you get I mean really I remember getting to my 40's (the best years for me ) and all of a sudden they were gone and I have splashed down into the fifty's lol and my wonderful hubby is going to be 60 this year hard to believe but he looks great and is doing good I think. I like so many am fighting to have a longer amount of time here on this earth I don't fear the after life as I believe and know a lot of people already there lol but I would like to have more time with my children and my grandchildren ext......Each day Iam so thankful for the knowledge of GOD,for the home I have, for the husband I was givein for my children my mother my grandchildren My friends my family born and choosen .for living in the U.S.A.and all the blessings that intells all these IAM GRATEFUL FOR and I think its good that I get it I think it counts that I get it that I see,when I look around I see the  beauty around me even when its raining I see the nature the sky the clouds the sun the moon I try to see the beauty in people its easier to see it in those you are close to but I look for it even in those who try to be ugly underneath its there they just bury it.