4/16/12
well GOOD morning  to tell you the truth I thought I would come here more than I have so far but I think that  I over think what to write and what not to in the past when I wrote a journal I found that I went through stages of only writing when a big thing had happened ugly negative or some times more of a gratitude diary but here I would like to write both and be honest and in doing so not only help myself by looking back at things I wrote but perhaps help by sharing with others alto as of yet no one has read my boring blog lol.Iam not good at grammar or spelling spell check helps but I am not good at spacing ext, so sometimes I tend to write like I TALK no . lol. Today Iam trying to get going woke up when Herb left for work about 5:30am could not get back to sleep my mind racing over the things I need to get done anticipation over phone calls and up coming events so I tossed and turned,finally got up and made some oatmeal and coffee came back to bed and turned on the boob tube and now came to my blog so now it almost 9:30am ,thinking should have just got up and worked instead of thinking about it lol ,oh well one of the things I have learned in my 53yrs of life is to give my self a break and its ok sometimes to take it slower lol. In my very first blog I wrote about the knowledge,people,and things Iam grateful for these still are so true and if you want to read the list go to the start and read my first blog. Laughing watching the Doctors explaining why preg.women have more gas,burping and farting lol I don't even remember if I did or not because now today as a pre menapausal women of 53 I can't move with out it lol aaaaahhhh aging so fun. If your over the age of 25 or so you know by now this life goes sssoooooo fast thats why I said we need to live in the moment,its hard when your anticipating and you have a history that scares you but TRY, telling myself this .Well shout out to my great friends Steve&Davena for talking me away this weekend and having some fun while poor hubby had a cold and had to stay home and hibernate,and belive me that was good for him too as hes one of those who likes to be alone when hes sick unlike me his wife who wants to be babied and talking care of.AAAHHHH its bad enough that I have all this crap to get done now Iam fighting the ants agian  they come in the house after we have rain and Iam a non poison girl so its a slow battle.well today I feel like I could write for hours but its because it helps me procrastinate so I better say bye for now and get buzy.