well first good morning,I got busy yesterday and got a lot done that I had control over and it did make me feel much better.I also put out a help call to my children to come help today if they could within ten mens.my daughter answered and asked when I needed her with in two hours my youngest son answered and told me he would be here after two texs later my fourth son said ya sure he would be here (note he dose the most for me all the time hes my handy man lol) never heard from oldest son who has a big family and is very busy called him today and said don't worry about it as my hubby decided to help too. well than we hubby and I readdy  to go on dump runs but no pickup and no kids lol and no one answering phone,so go to daughters house to get pickup by the by our pickup we let her use and someone (she thinks she knows who) slashed her tiers aaaaaahhhhh we don't have the money to fix that right now,did you know the devil is using you to do evil and she dose not have any money.that's for the person who did it. Iam alwaysssssss floored by someone Else doing meanness or hurt to someone on purpose because I could never do that in my cut,my soul I know its wrong and would hurt me just as much to do that and believe me I have had cause in the past,the hardest is always those that would or do hurt my children,adults or not once when my daughter was only a teen someone did hurt her very much and I remember my anger and even plotting in my mind how I could get revenge ext... put never could have gone through with it as always came my inner voice they are Gods child too and they have a mother too ext... ext... and even tho there act was pure evil I know that someday even if not tell they face GOD himself they will have to answer to it. but alas it hurts so much that yet another bad thing has happened to my girl,she has had a very hard year and she deserves a break.For those that care pray for her for those who would do this crap,watch out other members of my family are not so forgiving as me. Well on the better things or not lol Matt called last night and now hes mad Iam sure because I hung up on him I shouldn't have but he was being rude and disrespectful of my feelings.So today Thought he would call back but has not trying Iam sure to give me MOM guilt as tomorrow is his Birthday so he better call than as I can't call him. Was such a beautiful day yesterday and today is nice but looks like it might cloud back over.When ever you start a long overdue project to clean up ext. it always leads to so many more that needs to be done aaaaahhhhh have to stay focused on project at hand witchfor now is getting the room cleaned out so Matt had a place to stay.